I really do need to figure out what to do with the rest of my life [as Joanna]. I can't just sit here and live of the charity of others, my family, my sisters. I need a new job! I think I was a pretty good PA, except that I just could not get used to Australia of course. Maybe I should sing at a club instead of being a PA?
I got lost driving to the store again, I guess being a cabdriver is not for me.